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PASSION LYRiCS 



NECTAR. 

OH, the blood in my veins is like wine, ruby 
wine, 
Where the clear bubbles sparkle and dance, 
Like a fluid that's gathered and pressed from a vine 
Of the vineyards of fair, sunny France. 

Betimes it is cool as the dawn, and as quiet 
As low shady pools on a fair summer day. 
Again 'tis as mad as the simoon, as riot 
As rapids and rocks in a river at play. 



I've a toast for you, dear, and a bumper of wine. 
'Twill be luscious and sweet to your lips, 
'Tis mellow and old and its flavor divine 
As the nectar the god Bacchus sips. 

When you taste the first 6ip, you will wonder and 

smile, 
Then a dim haze will shroud you, a dream 
Will steal o'er your senses, the fluid the while 
Will thrill you with sweet savage madness, you'll 

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To be drifting away over flowers, and fern, 
On the stream of the fair summer weather, 
Then close in your arms, as our wild kisses burn, 
We will float up in cloudland together. 

Till like Babel of old we will soar up so high, 
Heaven's gates will seem opening wide 
And for one sweet moment, dear heart, you and I 
Will enter and revel inside. 



Then at length, downward, down, slowly down- 
ward we'll sink 
And alight on some violet-grown steep, 
Then languid and calm and all sated with drink, 
We will peacefully drift off to sleep. 



PARTED. 

I T lies afar, lo, in a quiet place, 

That little plot of earth that I call mine; — 
My own, because it holds thy treasured face, 

Thy tender hands, and that fond heart of thine. 



Oh can it be that I am stranded here 

In this cold barren desolated now 
And hushed in sleep that knows no waking, there 

In that dim narrow cell of silence — thou. 

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OH, I'm hindered and bound by conventional 
things, 
And I beat at the bars of my cage 
As a wild captive bird beats and bruises its wings 
In the wrath of its weak, helpless rage. 

I long to go on as I will in the world, 
Untrammelled and reinless and free, 

While these sickening social conventions are hurled 
To the winds of the billowy sea. 

I want to be free to grasp pleasures I see. 

Which a God-given nature impels. 
And to scorn what society thrusts upon me, 

'Gainst which soul, brain and body rebels. 

Like a young panther caught while asleep in her 
lair, 
They have bound and are holding me fast, 
While with mad yearning eyes I gaze out at the 
fair 
Lovely world where I dwelt in the past. 

My soul was not meant to be captive, I know, 

And 'twill never be reconciled, 
So I tear at the bonds that are holding me so, 

For I long to go back to the wild. 



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TO A NUN. 



1 WATCH as you hurry with swift tireless feet 
Here and there, on your errands of love, 
And your face is so gentle and placidly sweet, 
With its radiant light from above, 

That I wonder sometimes, are you always so mild? 

(Your cheeks have a healthful glow) . 
Does your heart never cry with a mad longing, 
wild 

For the life that the worldings know? 

Is your soul never hurled back again to the world 

And lost for a time in a dream, 
Does your blood never thrill like a spring flooded 
rill 

Or are you as cold as you seem? 

Do your lips never yearn for the cling of a kiss, 

As they send gentle prayers above, 
Do no flames in your breast ever flare up and hiss, 

And demand that you quench them with love? 

Does your breath never quicken, your cheeks never 
flush, 
Do your lips with no wild words part, 
Does your blood never take to your brain with a 
rush, 
A challenge of war from your heart? 

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Do your arms never tremble and pulsate and thrill 

And burn with a fierce desire, 
Do you never once feel you could smother and kill 

And crush in embraces of fire? 

In the world that you left was there never some one 

You would brave even Hell to see, 
For whom you'd renounce e'en the veil of the nun, 

Just to meet once again — you and he? 

Would you never give life but to gaze on his charms 

Or bask in the glow of his smile, 
Would you never give Heaven to lie in his arms, 

And forget every vow for a while? 

Or are you so filled with the power of grace. 

So firm with a strength within, 
That you can take refuge in some holy place 

And war with your heart — and win? 



MY LOVE. 

OH if there is a place of Heavenly bliss, 
As we are told, beyond the dome of blue, 
It cannot be as sweet as is your kiss, 
Or as a golden hour spent with you. 

And if there be a realm of torment drear. 
Wherein is punished erring mortal clay. 

It cannot rival with its anguish, dear, 

The pain I know when you are far away. 

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THE ROMANCE OF A SNOWFLAKE. 

ASNOWFLAKE started gaily out 
To find a home one day, 
He longed to wander down to earth, 
For oh, the sky was gray. 

But 'twas a lonely, lonely trip, 

And so he prayed to Fate, 
From 'mong the crowd hid in the cloud, 

To find for him a mate. 

At last came sailing airily 

A dainty snowflake maiden, 
With downy coat and tiny boat 

In snowy comfort laden. 



"There's room for one more here,' 
"I'd love to have you ride;" 

With inward glee and gladness he 
Climbed in close by her side. 



she said, 



Then on and on they sailed along 

The sky was far above, 
The cold wind blew a song they knew 

The old, old song of love. 

Until at last they dropped upon 

A pine tree stern and tall, 
Just where the warm rays of the sun 

At winter noontide fall. 

Then face to face in warm embrace, 
(And thrilled by spring-like weather), 

In the madd'ning bliss of a ling'ring kiss, 
They melted away — together. 



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THE MOOR AND THE PLAIN. 



ONG my friends there are two — one so 
haughty and pure 
That I think of her oft as some desolate moor. 
The other has loved, and has suffered love's pain 
So I liken her soul to a fair fertile plain. 



See yonder fair moor in the arms of the sun, 
She gives no responding caress, never one. 
Though he burn her with kisses or fan her with 

sighs 
Unchangeful and cold in his fond arms she lies. 
He may weep with the tears of the sad summer 

rain 
Or with the sweet voice of the zephyr complain, 
But ever she lies just as lovely and fair 
With no hint of a yield or a ripe harvest there. 
Unheedful of tender and amorous wiles 
She calmly looks up in his bold face and smiles 
So quiet her arms and so silent her breast, 
Till wearied he sinks to his sleep in the West. 

But, ah, when the plain lies within his embrace, 
How she trembles and thrills at the light of his face, 
Till stirred by her rapture and savage unrest 
From her warm throbbing limbs and her pulsating 

breast, 
And quivering flesh in a rapturous pain, 
She yields her sweet verdure and fair golden grain. 
The storm may o'er sweep her, the drouth blight 

her too, 
But ever she smiles forth and blossoms anew, 
And through her dead flowers and withered leaves 

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THE HOMELESS ONES. 

IT is not they who wander through the city, 
111 clad and holding out an eager hand 
For alms, to whom the heart goes out with pity, 
That are the homeless ones in our broad land. 

Ah, there are millions all around about us 

Well clothed and palace-housed and amply fed, 

Who needing not our help, live on without us, 
While pitying stars are weeping overhead. 

They gaze from windows hung with silks and 
laces, 
All shrouded by a grand palatial air, 
And dream with empty heaTts and wistful faces 
Of home and love in some dim, vague — some- 
where. 

Who knows not Love, is homeless, houseless, 
friendless, 

Ah, me, where e'er my weary footsteps roam, 
I see so much of mis'ry that is endless, 

I wonder oft has any one a home. 

And then perchance in some wee cottage, resting 
Among the vines half hidden from the sight, 

Where roses grow and summer birds are nesting, 
I find love in his kingdom of delight. 

Who lives without him is a wand'rer lonely, 

Though dowered with all the wealth beneath the 
foam, 

For where he reigns supreme, there and there only, 
Though 'twere one tiny room, is truly home. 






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(Answer to "The Waiting Woman," by 
Herbert Kaufman.) 

SHE may be waiting for you, my lad, 
*Tis true, 
And the weight of her influence may be bad 

For you. 
There is bane in the glance of her eyes, I know, 
But their light was pure in the long ago. 
She is stained, but some wise man made her so, 
For her heart was young and her blood was red, 
And she harked to the words that the wise man 
said. 
And the words of truth and the false, forsooth, 

Are all the same to the ears of youth. 
So he tarnished the soul that was white as snow, 
And the smile on his lips was glad. 

When she struggled to rise from her sin, my lad, 

At last, 
They jeered at the courage and strength she had. 

Time passed, 
And women would whisper and men would sneer, 
Till she crept away like a wounded deer 
And shrank from their scorn with a trembling fear. 

But she turned one day in a desp'rate way 

And faced the world like a stag at bay. 
You will see her now as you pass her by, 
With the gleam of the death lure in her eye. 
But the cry of her heart never ear can hear, 

For the heart of her breast is dead. 

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PERHAPS 'TWERE BEST. 

SOMETIMES I've said unto my soul, dear 
heart, 
That if you were but with me here again, 
If Heaven had not decreed that we must part, 
I could bear any sorrow, grief or pain. 

If only I could meet you dear, at night, 
As I was wont to meet you with a smile, 
And kiss you sweetly, when at morning light 
Your labor called you for a little while. 

No anguish that could come would be too deep, 

Or grief too bitter for my soul to brave, 

If I could but awaken you from sleep 

And call you back to me from out the grave. 

And still, I know that with the fleeting years 
All beauty fades and golden hair turns gray. 
How bitter, bitter would have been my tears 
Had some fair face beguiled your heart away. 

Or had my fond, adoring eyes once seen 
A look unlike the tender looks of yore, 
Or had you shown me by your different mien 
That you loved not so fondly as before, 

Dear God, I should have died, and so I say, 
(And try to find some comfort in the thought), 
Perhaps 'twere best that you were called away 
To where temptation, care and pain come not. 

Our love was not of earth. 'Twas far too sweet 
To bear the jar of life to mortals given, 
And so God holds it perfect and complete 
Until we two shall meet again in Heaven. 



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LOVE. 

THE wild thrush sings it to his mate 
In lilting lay at dawn, 
The night bird warbles it elate 
When day's bright rays are gone. 

The brown bee bears it to the flowers 

Along the fragrant lea, 
The zephyr wafts it to the bowers 

Beside the azure sea. 

The mother hums it to her child 

In gentle lullabies, 
The fond youth pleads it, passion wild, 

The maiden hears with sighs. 

The meadow croons it to the brook 
Beneath the elm tree's shade, 

The violets breathe of it in nook 
And cove and leafy glade. 

The rain drops sob it to the leaves 
That whisper and complain, 

The south wind moans of it and grieves 
O'er all its thrilling pain. 

The murm'ring billows groan of it 

To pitying stars above, 
And weary mortals die for it, 

This wondrous passion — Love. 



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I THINK I will wed wi' my auld beau 
For, oh, he is withered an* bent 
An' he canna bide wid me lang, O, 
For maist o' his life hae been spent. 

An' O, he has houses an* horses, 
An', O, he lias wealth an' to spare, 
I think I will wed wi' his money 
An* spending it, na wish for mair. 

Ah, weel — I might sigh for a young lad, 
A dashing young laddie, an* braw 
But young men are reckless an* foolish. 
An' do nae respeckit the law. 

An', O, if I tak this auld fogy 

He will na lo'e any save me. 

I may hae a' my bonnie chums wi' me 

An' need na be jealous, you see. 

I love sae to ramble an' wander, 
I will na be home much o' nights. 
Then I'll hie to my room i' the left wing, 
The auld man may gae to the right. 

I think I will marry my auld beau, 
For O, he is withered an' bent, 
An' he canna bide wi' me lang O, 
For maist o' his life hae been spent. 



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HER REVENGE. 

AND so we meet again today, 
Ah, truly, fate can play strange pranks. 
Nay, do not kneel thus at my feet, 
For 'tis to you I owe my thanks. 

Pray, why are you thus pleading for 

Forgiveneses granted long ago? 
The blessings heaped upon your head 

Are richer than you'll ever know. 

Why, you unthinking, served me well, 
Although you filled my life with pain, 

You brought from out my heart the truths 
Which otherwise had dormant lain. 

Had you been kind instead of base, 

So happy had my journey been. 
And life had held so much of bliss, 

No spur had my ambition, then. 

Now, when I think of how I brought 
My jewels from their casket rare 

And laid them fondly at your feet 
And left them in your cruel care 

I bless you, that you cast away 

Each one, as though it were a stone, 

That you betrayed my love and trust 
And left me naught but pain alone. 



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I knew, when weeping in my grief, 

That some had prized my proffered kiss 

And some had given wild applause, 
Where you gave but a sneering hiss. 

And then I pledged unto my heart 
To fill you with remorse some day, 

To rise above you, — that you prize 
The love which you had cast away. 

I would not let sin bring me down 

To your base level in the mire. 
I made of it a stepping stone 

To help me up to something higher. 

What have you done in all these years 
To win the hand you say you crave, 

The hand which, had your love been all, 
Would now be mouldering in the grave. 

By years of toiling, I have reached 
Heights which are far above you now. 

You still remain where you were then, 
I wear a laurel on my brow. 

And my one wish has been, that I 
Might some day see you at my feet. 

I wished to tender you my thanks, 
'Tis my revenge, and, — yes, 'tis sweet. 

So now you want me for your wife, 

Since all my hopes have reached their goal? 

Nay, rise, I would not wed with you 
Not even to restore — my soul. 

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IN the deep silence of the solemn night, 
I wake from dreams and think that you are 
near; 
Then sob your name in sudden pain and fright, 
For you can never more be with me here. 

Then just to hush the anguish in my heart, 
I call to mind those happy first-times sweet, 
When love first came to me and swept apart 
All 9ave your smile and made my life complete. 

The first time that I saw you, when I stood 
Like one awakened in some strange, new land, 
Then our first meeting, when my womanhood 
Was stirred and thrilled by pressure of your 
hand. 

The rapture of that first long, clinging kiss, 
When soul communed with soul and understood. 
Death only can efface that moment's bliss, 
The wonder of it still burns in my blood. 

That hour of Love's surrender to Love's pleading, 
The maelstrom wild that swept our souls away, 
Whirled under in its madness, all unheeding 
The aftermath that burning hearts must pay. 



Our first sad little quarrel so fraught with pain, 
The anguish of your absence for a day; 
The happiness, when with my fond head lain 
Upon your breast, you kissed my tears away. 

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Your death — O God, O God, my first great grief, 
When all life's joy and happiness had flown, 
For whose dark pain I cannot find relief, 
Which left me stranded, desolate, alone. 

You were the first to teach me love and life, 
In golden hours that all too quickly passed; 
Through you I first learned sorrow, pain and strife, 
You were ray first love, dearest, and my last. 



TEMPTATION. 

TEMPTATION, thou rank nauseous weed, 
Clad in a flower's guise, 
How prone are we to pluck thee, 
Thou'rt lovely to our eyes. 

So luscious that we fain would drink 
The nectar from thy cup, 
But from the depths of grief and pain 
And sin thou springeth up. 

We crave thy brilliant color 
And we cast a lily white 
Aside, to pull thee from thy stem, 
Then, in our mad delight 

We grasp thee, — in a moment 
Thou art withered with a breath, 
We hold a faded, poisonous bloom, 
Culled from the stalk of death. 



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LOST. 

ALL penitent with wayward erring life 
I reached my arms to Heav'n to plead for 
grace; 
But lo, I drew them back in yearning strife 
And clasped you to my heart in close embrace. 

'Twas fancy that had placed you there, and yet 
I felt you thrilling near my pulsing breast, 

And once again I said, "Let me forget, 

Why come you now to rob me of my rest?" 

"Do you not know that love for us spells death, 
For death, 'tis written, is the wage of sin?" 

And then you spoke with quickened panting breath 
Words — which of old I'd giv'n my soul to win. 



I closed my eyes to shut away your smile, 
The smile that lit my life in days gone by; 

You only kissed my burning lids the while 

And whispered in my ear with pleading sigh. 



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"Go, go and leave me, dear," I cried at length, 
"I'm sick with sorrow and I yearn to pray, 

Why come you back to tempt my feeble strength, 
When I am searching for the narrow way?" 

"Yours is a separate path and mine lies here, 
I would my sin atone in lone regret; 

No bliss of love can be our portion, dear, 
For we must say adieu and then, — forget." 

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But when as if in pique you turned to go, 
I drew you back to me in fevered haste 

And whispered madly, wildly, — "No, no, no. 
The cup is filled for me — and I will taste." 

Again your lips were clinging close to mine, 
A perfumed haze fell o'er us like a pall 

And wrapped in that mad torrid clasp of thine 
I sank in bliss, forgetting time and all. 



WHEN IT SNOWS. 

'HPIS snowing today, and the crystals play 

*• Like soft, white flakes of feathery down, 
And a mantle of white, so soft and light, 
Is covering the earth, all sere and brown. 

And the world without, is as bright, no doubt, 
As it was that day that I spent with you, 
When we sat alone in the dreamy gloam, 
Watching the snowflakes, as they flew. 



'Twas snowing that day, and the sky was gray, 

The air was heavy and dark, 'tis true, 

But the world seemed bright, and my heart was 

light, 
For I was there, dear heart, with you. 



'Tis snowing today, and my heart is gray, 
And the earth is empty and strange, and drear, 
The sun is a cloud, and the snow a shroud, 
'Tis snowing today, and you are not near. 

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THE HOME AMONG THE PINES. 

ALONE at night sometimes 
When I sit and weave my rhymes 
And listen to the wind among the trees, 
I fancy I can hear 
With their melody so clear 
The pine trees as they whisper to the breeze. 

Then a picture comes to me 

And it seems as if I see 
The stately pines that grew around my home, 

The meadow just beyond, 

With its lily bordered pond, 
Where of old my childish footsteps loved to 
roam. 

There I see the laughing brook, 

That went gurgling through the nook 
Or frettling dreamily above the stones, 

Near whose banks I whiled away 

Many hours in happy play 
As I built quaint houses of the fallen cones. 

There's the house of weathered gray, 

Long since fallen to decay, 
Though its memory lingers with a haunting grace; 

And the jessamine which clung 

To the window ledge or flung 
Its honeyed flowers o'er the chimney place. 

In the window is the light 

That was always there at night, 
And beside it, a sweet face, with silvery hair, 

Wreathed above a patient brow, 

Oh I seem to hear her now 
As she lifts her gentle voice in earnest prayer. 

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When the happy day was through 

And the grass was wet with dew, 
And the deeps of evening brooded over all, 

I would listen to the tone 

Of the kettle's cheerful drone 
Or the cricket hidden somewhere 'neath the wall. 

There's the clock upon the shelf, 

Always talking to itself, 
With that strange "forever, never," as of old, 

How I scolded long ago 

When I deemed it all too slow 
In counting off my childhood hours of gold. 

There's the motto worked in red 

Just above the door which said, 
"God bless our home and guide thy wandering 
sheep," 

And the tiny trundle too, 

Where when evening prayers were through 
I sank away to quiet dreamless sleep. 

There's the quaint old rocking chair, 

With the feather cushion there, 
In whose spacious lap I built fair towers in Spain, 

Lulled to slumber by the call 

Of a nightbird, or the fall 
And the patter of the tinkling summer rain. 

Oh I know this truth tonight, 

As I sit alone and write, 
Though a kindly world might praise my simple 
lines, 

I would give it all to be 

Mother mine, again with thee 
In our cabin home among the whispering pines. 

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OH, the rain, springtime rain, 
How it patters on the pane, 
How it wimples on the roof 
As it mingles with the woof 
Of my dreams, how it breathes 
Of the coming of the summer 
And the sprouting of the flowers. 
It speaks of starry evenings 
And of lore's delightful hours, 
It hints of apple blossoms 
And the drowsy hum of bees, 
It frettles, laughs and murmurs 
To the swelling bursting trees. 
It sings of hope and promise, 
Of the joys that never cease, 
It brings to hearts o'er burdened 
Songs of never ending peace; 
Springtime rain, springtime rain, 
Beating fast upon the pane, 
Oh, I love your gentle patter, 
Springtime rain. 

Oh, the rain, summer rain, 
As it beats upon the pane, 
It sets my heart pulsating 
High with life and love replete, 
It soothes my weary wondering 
With its music soft and sweet 
It falls with equal fervor 
In the vale and on the slope, 



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It speaks of dawn and sunlight, 
It sings of love and hope, 
It cools the burning prairie 
And the flowers* thirsty lips, 
It trembles, beats and ripples 
As from off the eaves it drips. 
Oh, the theme of love it's pealing. 
Oh, the harvest it foretells; 
Summer rain, summer rain, 
Throbbing soft against the pane, 
How I love to hear your patter, 
Summer rain. 

Oh, the rain, autumn rain, 

How it fills my heart with pain, 

It speaks of coming sorrow 

As it weeps and sighs and grieves. 

It breathes of snow and winter 

To the dry and withered leaves, 

It sets my heart to aching 

With a fearsome nameless dread, 

It stirs old memories waking 

That I long had thought were dead, 

It beats in dreary rhythm 

To the chilly autumn wind, 

Bringing sweet lost golden summers 

Floating back to haunt the mind; 

Autumn rain, autumn rain, 

With your memory and your pain, 

Oh, I hear you and I fear you, 

Autumn rain. 



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Oh, the rain, winter rain, 
Throbbing on the frosted pane, 
How it groans of chill and suffering 
And of storms and wind-tossed seas, 
How it howls and madly revels 
'Mong the bare forsaken trees, 
It shrieks of hungry children 
And a mother's wasted frame, 
It wails of hopeless waiting, 
It moans of crime and shame, 
It wrings the heart with anguish 
With its cruel taunting tale, 
It screeches griefless requiem 
With the winter's icy gale, 
It laughs and leaps and gurgles 
As it falls upon the tomb, 
It sneers at leaves and flowers 
Buried in their early bloom, 
Oh, the madness, oh, the longing, 
Oh, the angry fierce regret, 
Oh, the scenes of wasted living 
That the heart can ne'er forget, 
Oh, the broken vows, the heart aches, 
Oh, the restless numbing pain; 
Winter rain, winter rain, 
With the heart ache in your strain, 
I am sobbing while you're throbbing 
Winter rain. 



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IF YOU KNEW. 

IF you knew in that dark hour 
When I stood with breaking heart, 
Knowing that some higher power 
Had decreed that we must part, 
How I cried to God to take me 
Over there to dwell with you, 
Would you plead with Him to hear me 
And be kind and take me too? 

If you knew? 

If you knew the coming summer 
Now will lose its promised bloom, 
And my fond hopes of the future 
All lie with you in the tomb, 
Would you come from out the silence 
Grown so deep and dark and long, 
And say one sweet word to cheer me 
And to help me to be strong, 

If you knew? 

If you knew that all the beauty 
Of the earth had fled for me, 
And that henceforth only duty 
In my future I can see; 
If you knew my heart was aching 
With the pain your loss has given, 
That I live in dreams and memories, 
Would it make you weep in Heaven, 

If you knew? 



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If you knew this crushing sadness 
Had embittered all of life, 
That my days are nearing madness 
And my nights are lonely strife, 
Would you whisper through the darkness 
With the old sweet words I knew, 
You'll be waiting, waiting, waiting 
When my pilgrimage is through 

If you knew> 



AFTER THE RAIN. 



[ STEPPED to my window, the clouds had all 
«*■ vanished, 

And out on the fields where the sere grass had lain, 
New life had awakened where life had seemed 

banished, 
And blossomed anew since the sweet summer rain, 



I thought of my life, how the dark clouds had 
gathered, 

And doubting and fear caused such sorrow and 
pain, 

But all of their darkness and gloom I have weath- 
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And I know life is sweeter now, after the rain. 



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THE MESSAGE OF THE BELLS. 

I. 

A CHILD looks out on the snowclad world 
As he hears the Christmas bells, 
And a song of hope in his breast's unfurled 

At the message their beauty tells; 
Some day he'll be grown into manhood strong 

With honor and wealth and name, 
And the years between stretch fair and long 

Ere he climbs to the tow'r of fame. 
But tonight — ah he's only a boy tonight, 

And soon by the fire place there 
His stocking will hang in the fitful light 

Well filled with its ample share. 
And glee parts the lips of the fair haired boy, 

While his heart beats high with his childish joy 
For the task of hanging his stocking there 

At the chimney place is his only care; 
Oh, what to a child is the fear of life, 

When radiant fancies and dreams are rife 
In his breast, where only a great hope dwells ; 

Ah, sweet to him are the Christmas bells. 

II. 

A MAIDEN lists to the Christmas bells, 
All glad in her fair youth's prime; 
At the sound of their ringing her bosom swells 

For life is a golden chime. 
And she pictures a scene that is wondrous fair 
As the melody peals and thrills, 

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And startles out on the chill crisp air 

And echoes afar from the hills. 
The song they sing is her bridal song; 

How the monody throbs and rolls, 
While each note speaks with a sweet tone, long, 

Of the mating of loving souls. 
For last night He in the parlor dim 

Had whispered a question low, 
And now on her finger a gift from him 

Sparkles bright in the firelight's glow. 
There's a golden haze o'er the dull gray skies, 

There's a rosy mist in the gleams 
Of the embers bright, and her languid eyes 

Are heavy with passioned dreams. 
And a sweet desire in her bosom swells 

As she harks to the song of the Christmas bells. 



III. 



A GRAY haired mother hears the roll 
And the surge of the Christmas bells, 
And every note is a sobbing toll 

Every peal is a sighing knell. 
For her boy was here but a year ago, 

The star of her wintry sky; 
But now he is silent beneath the snow 

And ever she questions — Why? 
Oh, the Christmas strain brings him back again 

With his smile and his merry face, 
As in olden days, with his thoughtful ways 

His strength and his youthful grace. 



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Now the bells seem saying, "Oh, wait — oh, wait, 
He will meet you there at the gate — the gate, 

He will call you 'Mother' and clasp your hand, 
And the reason, then, you will understand." 

But a numbing pain in her poor heart swells 
As she lists to the song of the Christmas bells. 

IV. 

THERE is one who looks with a hunted glance 
From the gloom of his narrow cell, 
And the peal of the Christmas bells enhance 

His woe with the tale they tell. 
The picture they bring is the woman fair 

Who lured him into this dark despair. 
His head bends low on his trembling knees, 

He stole for that woman her whims to please; 
Now his rival sits by her side tonight, 

And kisses her lips with a fierce delight, 
And she smiles at him with that smile so rare, 

And playfully ruffles his waving hair; 
The convict's eyes seem to bulge and gloat 

And the cords stand out on his gasping throat 
And his fingers clench and open again, 

While his strong breast heaves with an anguished 
pain, 
And his heart beats mad with a lust to kill 

As he hisses her name with a murd'rous thrill. 
For why should they revel in Christmas cheer 

When he is entombed in this death cell here. 
Oh, Christmas bells with your tuneful swell. 

There is tragedy here in the tale you tell. 

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AND some one sits where the lure lights swing, 
She too hears the song that the glad bells 
sing. 
Her face is listless and pale and wan, 

For the brightest hopes of her youth are gone. 
And the world's cold eyes can see naught of good 

In the wreck of that God-fashioned womanhood, 
Nor can they see through her sordid strife 

The beautiful mother and tender wife 
That she might have been had her lot been cast 

In a pathway fair in that ill spent past. 
No one knows how she struggled to rise from shame 

And erase the stain on her fair good name, 
How the wolf fangs gleamed in the men's bold 
eyes, 

How the women sneered or with heedless sighs 
Met her wistful gaze with a darkling frown, 

And vied with each other to help her down. 
Till step by step on the hellward way, 

She has reached the nadir of shame today. 
The bells chime on — how their tones recall 

Those wasted years 'neath the past's dark pall. 
When lo! she hears in their low, sad moan, 

"Christ died for your sins to atone — atone, 
He suffered that anguish for you — for you, 

Repent ye and pray; it is true — 'tis true." 
Then her eyes that were cold with the scorn of the 
years, 

Are bathed in a torrent of penitent tears, 
While the sweet tones fall with their dying throbs 

Her frail form shakes with remorseful sobs. 



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RING on sweet bells of the Christmas time 
For you brighten some lives with your 
rhythmic chime 
For some, you sing tragedy, sorrow and fear, 

For others dear hope and a crown of cheer; 
But for all there's a message of love untold 

Of the One who died for the world, — of old; 
There is hope in the story your pealing tells, 
So ring, ring on, oh ye Christmas bells. 



SNOW. 

SNOW in the air, in the wintry air, 
(Oh, the white, feathery snow!) 
Covering the grass, the leaves and the flowers, 
So withered and sere, below. 

'lis a soft, downy blanket that Nature prepared, 
And her children now sweetly asleep, 

From the cold north wind with its icy breath, 
All snug and warm it will keep. 

Snow on my heart, on my quivering heart, 

(Oh, the cold, desolate snow!) 
Covers my love, my joy and my youth, 

All silent and cold, below. 

*Tis a cruel winding sheet that Fate has prepared, 

On my passionate soul to spread. 
*Tis a shroud that covers my happiness 

My beautiful hopes — all dead. 

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TO A CHILD UNBORN. 



WEE quiverin' life wi' in my ain, 
Thou heir to a' earth's sorry pain, 
My breast is burdened wi' a weight o' care 
That surges through my soul today 
For thinkin' o' the weary way 
Thy tiny, tender feet through life maun fare, 

Fu* well I ken thy prattling way 
Will gladden mony a weary day; 

Thy laughter fill the house wi' cannie glee, 
Thy voice will echo frae the wa's, 
Thy footsteps patter down the ha's, 

But ah, I'm wae, I'm wae, to think o' thee. 

Ay, though I long to kiss thy face, 
An' clasp thee i' my fond embrace, 

An' feel thy tender lips against my breast, 
I canna help but grieve for thee, 
For, oh, sae sad a soul maun be 

Ere yet it reaches Heav'n's eternal rest. 

Could I but point the pit fa's great, 
That i' thy pathway yawn an' wait, 

An' could thy mither's eyes the sorrow see 
An' turn aside frae thee ilk care 
That lurks where a' appears sae fair, 

Ah, then, my bairn, I wad na fear for thee. 

But) oh the pain, the pain o' life, 
The ceaseless moil an' toil an' strife, 

Would God, that I could keep thee as thou art, 
Safe, safe frae ilka waefu' thrill, 
Frae dool an' tears an' care an' ill, 

Beneath the throbbin' shelter o' my heart. 



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I kinder like the rain 

Es it falls upon the plain, 

An' I like ter hear it when it sorter grieves; 

An' ye know I like the snow 

Es it falls so soft and slow, 

An' covers up the flowers an' the leaves. 

An* I like ter see the frost, 
(Though the garden may be lost,) 

But I jes' enjoy the snap that's in the air; 
An' I fairly drink the sight 
O' the world all gleamin' white, 

An' the sparklin' jewels glitterin' everywhere. 

An' there hain't no greater treat 
Than ter see the beads o' sleet 

A hangin' thick on every limb an' weed; 
An' the clouds so dark an' gray 
Seem ter thrill me through some way, 

Jes' es though they air the very things I need. 

An' I even like ter hear 

The ole wind, so cold and drear, 
Es it whirls aroun' the chimney place an' whines; 

En ter hear it's wailin' Woo-oo-oo 

As it goes a soughin' through 
The branches o' the lonesome, moanin' pines. 



Cain't tell why it's so with me, 

Fer I'm sartin' I kin see 
The sunlight an' the joy the sunlight brings. 

But they's somepin ye cain't beat 

In the sadness thet's so sweet 
That ye cain't describe in them there gloomy things. 



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THE DYING YEAR. 



THOUR'T dying, thour't dying, my beautiful 
year, 
All helpless I watch thee and sigh, 
Thy bright robes have faded to hues gray and sere, 
Oh how can I tell thee good bye? 

We wandered together when springtime was swell- 
ing 

The buds on the meadow and lea, 
When robins and thrushes were joyously telling 

Their love to their mates in the tree. 

Together we roamed when the roses were hiding 
In clusters o'er hedges and bowers, 

While brown bees and butterflies gay were confid- 
ing 
Their love to the amorous floweus. 

Through amber September thou wert my companion 
When earth glowed in gown of rare hue, 

When purple October held shim'ring dominion 
E'en then thou wert steadfast and true. 

When cold bitter winds of November were blow- 
ing, 
And snow filled the air, thou wert nigh, 
And now 'tis December, thou'rt going, thou'rt go- 
ing, 
Oh why, lovely year, must you die? 



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And what lies in store in the year that will follow, 

Can any such joy as I knew, 
Be mine, as when down through the mere and the 
hollow 

I wandered so gaily with you? 

Will others deal kindly as thou, with the madness 

Of youth that is thrilling each vein, 
Or will they bring woe, retribution and sadness, 

Or sunlight, or darkness and rain? 

Stay but a while longer nor leave me here sighing, 
Thou who wert all sunlight and cheer, 

The bells are all pealing — thou'rt dying, thou'rt 
dying, 
My beautiful, beautiful year. 



THE TRUANT HOUR. 



OH, little truant hour, return again, 
Nor leave me with this bitterness and pain; 
Strange fears and doubts have crept in and de- 
stroyed 
Thy memories sweet and left the darkness void. 

I loved thee, and I love thee still so well, 
I could not, aye I would not dare to tell, 
What years of life I'd give, what pain endure, 
To live thee o'er, thou fleeting truant hour. 

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/^\H, the sight of a brook, 

^^ Or a cool, shady nook, 

Brings a memory to me that is pain, 

For it calls to my mind 

Our meeting one time 

And I long to be with you again. 

The brook's little song 

As it frettles along, 

O'er the stones in the sunlight's gleam, 

Does but mock at my pain 

With its soft minor strain, 

As I linger and listen and dream. 

The breezes that sigh 

Through the leaves up so high, 

Are the breath of my sweet train of thought, 

But the echoes that start 

Wring my quivering heart, 

For you know not the sorrow you wrought. 

The birds and the bees 

And the lonesome old trees, 

With time, have no different grown, 

But they're different to me 

For, sweetheart, don't you see, 

This time I am here all alone. 



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The scene is so fair 

In the flow'r scented air, 

And so fondly I love the old place, 

But it's you I want now, 

For I'm hungry, somehow, 

For a sight of your dear, sweet face. 



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I know 'tis in vain, 

For to me it is plain 

You are deaf to my heart's lonely call. 

But I'm longing to be 

What you are to me, 

To you, — for one hour, — that's all. 



THE DEAD YEAR. 

T3EAR it away in the hearse of a cloud 

To the mystical realm so vast, 
Leaves for a pillow and snow for a shroud 
To the grave of the silent past. 






Wild north winds for its requiem, 
The earth for its shrouded bier, 

Aurora bright for its candle light, 
Farewell to the dear dead year. 



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yf OUR letter came this morning 
* And I've read it o'er and o'er, 
That dear familiar writing 
I have read so oft before. 

It seems so strange for you to write 

That now our love must end, 
And close by saying that you wish 

To always be — "my friend." 

You, you my friend, whose image 

I have carried night and day, 
Whose every treasured glance is locked 

Within my heart away. 

Whose name I've sobbed out nightly, 

With broken hearted moan, 
On waking from some troubled dream 

To find myself alone. 

Whose form I've reached my arms to clasp 

In yawning darkness there, 
To draw them back in loneliness, 

Mad anguish and despair. 

You, who have been my guiding star, 

Of all my hopes the goal, 
The idol of my passioned heart, 

My love, my life, my soul. 

You speak of "friendship" after this, 

My heart breaks ere I try, 
I only kiss your lips and say 

Goodbye — dear Love, goodbye. 



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THERE'S a strange, bitter feud holding forth 
in my blood 
And 'tis raging in fury tonight. 
'Tis a war of the corpuscles there in the flood, 
A quarrel 'tween the red and the white. 



The white ones have said, were it not for the red 
All the thoughts of my soul would be fair. 
And that the vast throng of impulses wrong 
Would never again enter there. 

They go on to say they have entered the fray 
For honor and truth and the right, 
And if they can win, they will conquer the sin 
Which is prompting the red ones to fight. 

The red warriors hold that the white are too cold, 
Too frigidly pure, chaste and true. 
They are waging the strife, for they clamor for life, 
For love's dreamy rapture, — and you. 

I can hear their cries ring, that love is their king, 
No better they wish or could find. 
While the prince of the white is a tyrant in might. 
King Duty, both harsh and unkind. 

I have known all along that the red ones are wrong, 

Though they battle for love and you, dear, 

But I know that the white would be vanquished 

tonight, 
Were you near me now, God! were you near. 

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'T'HE river's all that's left ter me, 
•*• Ther's nothin fer me here, 
Not anything as I kin see 

Ter make the darkness clear. 

There's Pa and Zeke an' Brother Ben, 

I darent tell them though, 
An if the neighbors knew, why then — 

Oh they must never know* 

An he is gone, I wonder why 

He left two months ago, 
I told him I was sad an I 

Jes hadter tell him so. 

And then — why then he went away, 

An never has come back, 
Ner he haint wrote me ter this day, 

An I caint git no track 

Of him at all, Oh God, I wish 
That Ma was here — but no, 

I guess she's better wher she is 
Out there beneath the snow. 

If I'd er never met him — I 

Why I'd er married Dave, 
An Dave he's alius said he'd die 

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THE OLD AND THE NEW. 



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I STOOD and I wept for the old year was 
leaving, 
His dear brow was withered, his hair was snow 

white ; 
Though I had the new, still somehow I was grieving 
For all the old year's vanished pain and delight. 
Ah, many an hour we two spent together, 
I thought, as I gazed at his bent withered form; 
There were moments of joy in the fairest of weather, 
There were hours of darkness and sorrow and 
storm. 






And this precious babe that is playing beside me, 
This tiny new year with the sweet dimpled face; 
I cannot tell whither the darling will guide me. 
Despite his 6weet ways and his infantile grace. 
The old waves good bye, with hands shrunken and 

slender, 
The new smiles at me with a face full of cheer; 
I sob out "farewell" with a voice strangely tender, 
Then clasp the wee hand of the laughing new year. 



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GOLD AND GRAY. 

GRAY to gold, gold to gray, 
That is the way of the world I say; 
Today we are sad with a heart bowed down, 
Tomorrow the smile takes the place of the frown. 

So on through the fleeting years, 
Today we laugh with no thought of tomorrow; 
Tomorrow we're crushed with a weight of sorrow, 
And smiles are lost in tears. 

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ABSENT. 

OFT, shrouded in the mystery 
Of dreams, my lips touch thine 
Again, as in the olden time, 
Thy warm flesh thrills to mine. 
Again I see thy love lit eyes; 
Once more I hear thee speak, 
I feel the touch of thy sweet breath 
Fan warm against my cheek. 

I feel the wooing of thine arms, 

The old, sweet, fond caress. 

And floating back, come words of love, 

In pleading tenderness. 

I wake — Oh would I might dream on ! 

But thou art gone, — I hark 

To liear thy voice, — I seek thy lips 

There in the yawning dark. 

I rise in anguish and I call. 
My voice dies on the air, 
While every cruel, heartless wall 
But mocks at my despair. 
Oh love of mine, I wake at night 
When all else is at rest, 
And sob, that I no more may lie, 
My cheek against thy breast. 

I reach for thee in longing, dear, 
When worlds are wrapped in sleep. 
Then lay my weary head upon 
My empty arms, and weep. 



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THE THOUGHT OF YOU. 

TIS a happy moment that comes to me, 
When from care and study my mind is free, 
When my heart is swept like a stormy sea, 

With thoughts — sweet thoughts, of you, 
And a picture shrouded in Autumn haze, 
Of sweet, short, joyous, happy days, 
In a beautiful dream, o'er my memory strays, 
At the thought — the thought of you. 

Then I see the drowsy light and shade 
That the flickering shadowy firelight made, 
The murmuring cadence the soft rain played, 

I hear, — when I think of you, 
And no word is spoken, the spell to mar, 
I drink the fragrance of your cigar, 
The light of which gleams like a fading star, 

While dreaming, dear, of you. 

And I see once more the rosy light, 

As we sat in the twilight glow at night, 

And scenes of a future, all glowing and bright, 

I paint, when I think of you. 
But a cloud sometimes shadows the brightness, 

dear, 
And a wailing minor of dread and fear, 
Mingles in with the beautiful music 1 hear, 

Dear heart, — when I think of you. 

For thoughts, which cannot uplift me higher, 
Burn into my brain with a fiendish fire, 
And a wild, fierce longing and mad desire, 

Whelms me o'er at the thought of you. 
But still I am happy, for love, we have met, 
There are memories sweet we will ne'er forget, 
And there is no dark sorrow or painful regret, 

To tarnish my thought of you. 

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l^EEP silent, — words are mighty things of 

power, 
Guard well thy store as though each were a gem, 
For hearts by words are broken, as a flower 
By some rude hand is severed from its stem. 

Keep silent. 

Be still, — 'tis gone at once, the word you utter 
And like a wing'ed thing, speeds on its way. 
Lo, to some listening heart its wings may flutter 
And turn a golden hour to one of gray. 

Be still. 



Hold peace, — if one you know has made an error, 
Remember, sin exacts its meed of woe. 
So if you cannot help her rise, then spare her 
The comment harsh, no matter what you know. 

Hold peace. 

Keep quiet, — for a word is like an arrow, 
Which must fall somewhere with its poisoned tip, 
So, if a thought of thine is aught but fair, oh 
Silence it ere it can soil thy lip. 

Keep quiet. 



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THE AWAKENING. 

"\V7HERE have you been since the long, long 

ago, 
Prince Charming? Now answer me true. 
What have you been doing, and did you not know 
That I was here waiting for you? 

I knew you were out in the big world somewhere, 
My dream king, my cherished ideal. 
I find you at last, graceful, tall, debonair 
And wond'rously, thrillingly real. 

I've seen you oft times in my dreaming at night 
When darkness the sleeping world shrouds. 
And then upon rising with dawn's rosy light, 
I have pictured your face in the clouds. 

I've felt you were near me sometimes by the way, 
Though we were, in fact, far apart, 
And though our eyes never have met till today, 
I've kept you enshrined in my heart. 

Today when I saw you, a wild, happy thrill 

Swept o'er me like volcanic flame, 

And for one tense moment the whole world stood 

still; 
And then some one mentioned your name. 

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That name is as sweet as the music on high 
Where the souls of the blessed have gone; 
Sweet as murmuring brooks 'neath a soft moonlit 

sky, 
Or the song of a wild bird at dawn. 

Like the princess, I slept till your kiss on my brow 

Came at last, the great silence to break. 

Then your lips met my own in wild rapture, and 

now 
I am savagely, madly awake. 



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THE BIRTH OF THE DEW DROP. 

ONCE the silvery mist of a mountain rill 
Met the rosy mist of the glade, 
He was strong and brave, though an artful knave, 
And she was a blushing maid. 

'Twas the twilight hour and the mystic power 

Of the new moon wove a spell, 
Every star in the sky, looked down with a sigh, 

And the sob of a zephyr fell. 

Then the lover bold to the maiden told 

Of a bower where roses clung 
By the murmuring sea, "Over which," said he, 

"Full many a night I've hung.'* 

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"Please come away to the bower I pray, 
For the flowers are all full blown; 

'Tis a spot ideal, for true hearts to steal 
When they long to be alone." 

His low sweet voice left the maid no choice 

For her heart could not resist, 
So she floated away where the roses sway 

With her lover — the silvery mist. 

When they reached the bower 'twas the witching 
hour 

Of twelve, and the world was still 
As the hush of death, save the roses' breath 

And the call of a whip-poor-will. 



He drew her tight in his mad delight, 
O'er and o'er he called her fair; 

He kissed her lips and her finger tips, 
Her eyes and her shining hair. 

Till sated at last with his sweet repast. 

Almost at the break of day, 
He left the maid, in the rose bower's shade. 

And wandered far away. 

Ah the wild despair of the maiden fair 

When she felt his arms unclose; 
So to hide her shame and to change her name 

She crept in the heart of a rose. 

And you little knew, that the drop of dew 
In the heart of that rose you kissed, 

Was the trembling maid who had been betrayed 
By the cruel silvery mist. 





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HER PRAYER. 

I T is not my belief there is a hell ; 
* The thought is such a cruel one to me, 
That pain and woe too deep for words to tell 
Is suffered throughout all eternity. 

So when you died and left me, sweetheart mine, 
I thought, of course, that you had gone above, 
And that your dear soul, haloed and divine, 
Was basking in a tender Savior's love. 

But oh, if all they preach about is true, 
If there should be a realm of dark despair, 
And if, for that sweet sin of loving, you 
Should now, by any chance, be suffering there, 

One prayer alone would ever leave my heart; 
'Twould be, *'Oh Heav'nly Father, take my soul 
To where he waits, and never let us part 
While ages through eternity may roll. 

His arms about me, his sweet lips on mine, 
Then let the seething flames of torment drear 
Do what they will. — No joy of Heaven divine 
Could compensate me, if he were not there. 

So if the soul of him I love is lost, 

I crave of Thee this one and only boon, 

Take me to him among that wailing host, 

And take me soon, dear Father, take me soon." 



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IN the twilight's gleam, 
I dream a dream, 

When I'm sad and all alone; 
And I see afar, 
Like a distant star, 

The light of a place called home. 

Oh my sad eyes weep, 
When within I peep, 

And my heart with its grief is wild 
For in all her bloom, 
In that cozy room, 

Is a mother with her child. 

Then my thoughts go back, 
O'er the past's dark track, 

To a time that now has flown; 
When my fond lips press, 
And I hold to my breast, 

A babe that is all my own. 

And her golden head, 
In her trundle bed, 

I lay with tender care; 
Oh my eyes are wet, 
I can hear her yet, 

As she lisps her little prayer. 

In the somber gloom, 
Of this lonely room, 

I strive to banish woe; 
For even yet, 
Could I but forget, 

There'd be joy for me I know. 



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But the way looks dark, 
For my frail, frail barque, 

As I gaze o'er the future's track; 
And my poor heart quakes, 
Aye it nearly breaks, 

For the way is so black — so black. 

On the quiet air, 
I breathe a prayer, 

To Thee who watcheth all; 
Oh watch o'er her, 
Thy wanderer, 

Lest unguarded she might fall. 



THE DIFFERENCE. 

HPWO women loved him. One was cold and 

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As any barren, desolated moor. 
The other was a creature, dazzling, bright, 
Whose sensuous beauty thrilled him with delight. 

He died, — and ere a year had passed away, 
The chaste, pure woman wed one summer day; 
But when the autumn winds sighed overhead, 
The other one who loved him so, was dead. 



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THE ROSARY. 

WE were there, ah, my love, you remember 
where, 
And the day and the hour I know, 
It was winter time tho the sun shone fair 
And the air was filled with snow. 

You had asked for a song in your tender way, 
"Something sweet as a dream of Heaven,'* 

So my hands drifted into the plaintive lay 
Of a theme arranged by Nevin. 

For the song that I played was "The Rosary," 

With the wail of its minor strain, 
Ere yet I had dreamed that my heart should see 

Such a parting, or know such pain. 

I was happy for then you were with me, dear, 
And the ground was white with snow, 

But for me it was June and the world was fair 
And pink with the peach trees' blow. 



And I sang of "The hours with thee, dear heart," 

Till your eyes were dim with tears, 
Oh aid something whisper that we must part 

With the tide of the cruel years? 

Though I deemed "Every hour a pearl," dear heart, 

Ah, little their worth I knew, 
Till I felt the wild pain of the anguish dart 

That has pierced my fond heart through. 

As I think of that scene and that hour today 

In the night of my pain and loss, 
I kneel with a heart that is bleeding and pray 

"God help me to *Kiss the cross'." 

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NEW YEAR POEM. 

THE old year went down in Time's ocean 
last night, 
Was wrecked on life's breakers and lost to the sight. 

But see the new craft waiting there on the strand, 
*Tis the bonniest boat in the fair smiling land. 

The storm has subsided, and see the bright dawn, 
Shining forth like a blessing, the long night is 
gone. 

Let us launch the new ship, what care we for the 

old, 
Her sails were all tattered, her engines were cold. 

Her foemen were conquered, her vict'ries were 

won, 
Her wand'rings were over, her voyage was done. 

This new one will bear us through seas far away, 
Let us man her with hope and a heart that is gay. 

With a prayer that she prove just as staunch and 

as brave 
As the old that sank only last night to her grave. 



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JUST a-swinging, slowly swinging, 
In a lazy little boat; 
The oars a-lying idle, 
And the tiny craft afloat. 

Through a mesh of water lilies, 
In the soft, sweet twilight breeze, 
Through the shadows and reflections 
Of the sombre old oak trees. 

The melody and rhythm 
Of a dreamy old guitar, 
The tinkle of a mandolin 
That stirs the echoes far. 

The gentle little crooning 
Of a whip-poor-will's sad song, 
And a screech-owl's plaintive wailing, 
As our row-boat glides along. 

A sobbing of the south wind 
Through the branches, moaning ly, 
And the moon and stars a-peeping 
Through the clouds at you and me. 

The lonely swish and murmur 
Of the waves against the boat. 
Oh living, loving, dreaming, 
Moonlight, music, we, a-float. 



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| 'HE parting time has come at last, 

Dear heart, good bye, 
Too soon the hours drifted past, 
Dear heart, good bye. 
Our summer time came but to wane, 
It's light and sunshine, clouds and rain, 
And left us naught but memory's pain. 

Dear heart, good bye. 

Dear heart, good bye. 

What has love giv'n but pain and grief? 

Dear heart, good bye. 

For those lost hours, sweet and brief, 

Dear heart, good bye. 

The joy of meeting, but to part, 

The yearning arms, the tears that start, 

The anguished lips, the breaking heart, 

Dear heart, good bye. 

Dear heart, good bye. 



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